To be honest, we don't know each other. We're strangers. I might not know what I'm talking about. But I do have a bit of a control issue. I'm trying every day to be the best ME possible by doing things that make me happy, so that other people would be happy just by looking at how happy I am. Because there's only one YOU in the entire world, why not be the best you? stop by if you ever want to talk, i won't post anything public.
Hey thanks for the encouragement. I appreciate the support. It’s nice to have someone who gets it! :)
NO. Not hungry. Except for…
There are two things I will never be able to say NO to.
Chocolate chip cookie dough, and diet Pepsi.
Biggest addiction ever.
But I’m down 3 lbs already.
*SkinnySummer(2012)*
I tried to avoid it.
I really did. I tried. But I can’t. The ED beast will always be a part of me.
Do I regret letting it control me in the first place? Every day.
Have I tried to regain control? Every day.
Did shooting me to rehab help? No.
Has anything helped? No.
Did sending me to rehab make me gain ALL the weight back? Yes.
Do I still feel the need to be 100% perfect? You bet.
Do I hate myself even more for that? Absolutely.
I’m more miserable than I was in the first place, but if I lose any weight parents and best friends start to panic.
Any tips or encouraging words would be awesome, just in case anyone happens to read this.
